that long walk

Seriously... life is just a long walk.

And I'm just kinda dragging my feet wishing it would end.

I mean like I have this mixed feeling of death.

All in all, I don't want to waste my life but I don't really see the point to make an effort... so I wonder if the best option is rather then dragging my feet just off it.

I don't believe in myself, and all i get is lip service from everyone.

yeah thanks, i appreciate it.

i really do.

but it doesn't give me the motive to keep going further.

to me... i've already failed. this is it. 2-3 yrs down the road, i'm probably doing the same shit.

cuz that's just how life works. you can't just change careers, i don't want to go to school cuz i suck at it...

yep.

failed.

and yet here i am still bitching.

probably to thin air.